Fearless me...

These are the snaps we clicked over the last two weekends... so time has come when we go to the mall and Ojas enjoys too :)

when i first put him in this balls things, he was not too happy but then on the second time he was so happy that when i took him out because some elder kids had jumped in and were playing pretty roughly he cried


he was giggling while sliding down and i was scared :)


and u what this is? the mechanical horse which is a part of the horse race game...and he sat on it and loved it... discovered the jump button in the front... and when the horse jumped he laughed and then made it jump again and again and again... god I and bringing up one fearless guy...

This is the way I brush my teeth

This is the way I brush my teeth... every early morning... ya now that i have got two teeth my doc uncle has asked me brush my teeth every morning and u what I love it... Mommy got me this yummy bannana flavored baby toothpaste that I love to eat and then mumma massages my teeth and gums and I like it and cry when she stops... She does it for only two minutes... why she cant she do it for long... people please tell her to do it for longer na.... pleasssseeee :)

Oju can dance saala

yes my small prince can dance... u say balle balle play some foot tapping number and his hands immediately go up in the air and start moving.... isnt it cute

balle balle

PS: he is doing much better now, his ear infection is gone and he is back to full action.... thank god... and i am less paranoid :)

ur heart walking outside ur body

Ojas has been very sick since Monday... now Ojas has had his share of not being well before.... when he was small he had reflux and used to throw every now and then sometimes even twice a day... blocked nose was his best friend from birth till about 4 months and then he had a diarrhea and fever attack when he was about 7 months but I have seen him like this... my heart is aching since Monday there are multiple times I have cried, just hugged him tight and had tears rolling down my checks...

I was in office on Monday when my mil called me saying that he seems to be warm... I told her to check the temperature and it was about 100.6 I asked to give her some crocin and told her will come home a little early and see if there is a need to take him to the doc... I had a couple of meetings lined up for the day so got busy and couldn't leave office till about 4:30 and when I reached home he had some 102 fever... I gave another dose of Crocin and took him to the doc... he has ear infection which is called Acute Otitis media... we came back home with an prescribe antibiotic and some multivet, ear drops for the pain... after reaching home I checked his temperature again and was stunned when i saw it... 103.8 such a small baby and such high fever... i couldn't react at all... just hugged him tight and cried a little... cursed myself for not leaving the office immediately... blamed myself for thinking that he'll be fine till I reach home...

Its heart breaking to see him suffering like this... its been almost 3 days and the fever still hasnt gone down...till the medicine has effect his fever will come down to about 99-100 and then he'll be jumping all over the house just like him and then fever will start raising again, along with fever will change his behavior... he will slow down, then sit and play, then come to my lap and play with the toy or book and then just lie down in my lap lifeless and that is what I cant bear to see... see him sit like this when usually he doesn't even sit for one minute throughout the day...the heart breaks when u see this... I think these are the times when u understand the most what it feels like having a child... I had read somewhere that "Decision to have a child is accepting that your heart will be walking outside forever".... I think today is when I have understood what that means...

Meanwhile I went to the doc again this evening and he asked to me wait till tomorrow afternoon and see if the fever comes down else a visit to ENT specialist will have to be scheduled....

Carnivorous Ojas

Its always been a task to feed Ojas... mostly he refuses to take food point blank... u try hazaar natakas... 20 toys... dance etc etc... and may be he will take 5 spoons... force feeding doesnt work with him either... he just doesnt open his mouth and even if try and force it into him he spits it out... eating is such a problem... there are days when I just sit and cry because I have lost my patience feeding him and he hasnt eaten anything at all in the whole day... ofcourse there are some days like once in 15 days or so when he eats like a good boy but then one needs to eat everyday right... Mostly he drives me crazy with eating... I have tried everything that I read books and told by his doc but the result is still the same.... anyone who can give me tips on this is welcome...

But thats beside the point, sometime back I had started him on egg yolks and last week I started giving him a little chicken and since then he is abs refusing to take anything else only egg and chicken is what he wants... for the rest of the things he doesnt even take his usual 5 spoons :(